I now know why. I know why I chose her to be my mother. I knew that from her past, she was the perfect person for my quest. I wanted to know true love, remember? So by choosing someone who couldn't express it, give it, or even feel it (because that was her chosen path for her own reasons), this environment amplified my soul's desire. It fueled my hunger to experience true love even more deeply. Because being raised by a mother who didn't know "how to get me" set the stage for